Rocky Road

Will power, strength, courage, control
Some things people barely know
I can't do as I want
But I want what I do
Dealing with people who haven't a clue

You will see me struggle
You may see me fall
Regardless of what you think
Sometimes we have to crawl
No one says life is easy
Trust me, no one at all

Every day is a burden
Every day filled with fear
Reaching for what I truly desire
Hoping the end is seemingly near

Knowing this demon will never be gone
Knowing this fight will be present every dawn
Hoping and praying to be shown the way
Hoping and aching to make it through another day

Stumbling, crumbling, hiccups now and then
Is this something I can ever win
Damned if I do
Damned if I don't
My head pulls me one way
My heart screams I won't

Rocky road icecream
Temptations galore
Can I fight this fight
Will I ever win this war

I push and I strive
With all of my might
Will this ever be over
Will I see the light

Willpower, strength, courage, control
Somethings people barely know
I can't do as I want
But I want what I do
Will I ever have a clue